An Honest Life's Reward
May 17, 2020Plato |
Plato. (427?–347
B.C.). The Apology, Phædo and Crito.
Vol. 2, pp. 24-30 of
The Harvard Classics
Condemned for
impiety, Socrates felt so justified in the virtue of his past action
that instead of receiving a death sentence, he told the judges he
should be maintained at public expense as a public benefactor.
The
Apology of Socrates
[...]
THERE are many reasons
why I am not grieved, O men of Athens, at the vote of condemnation. I
expected this, and am only surprised that the votes are so nearly
equal; for I had thought that the majority against me would have been
far larger; but now, had thirty votes gone over to the other side, I
should have been acquitted. And I may say that I have escaped
Meletus. And I may say more; for without the assistance of Anytus and
Lycon, he would not have had a fifth part of the votes, as the law
requires, in which case he would have incurred a fine of a thousand
drachmæ, as is evident.
And so he proposes death as the
penalty. And what shall I propose on my part, O men of Athens?
Clearly that which is my due. And what is that which I ought to pay
or to receive? What shall be done to the man who has never had the
wit to be idle during his whole life; but has been careless of what
the many care about—wealth and family interests, and military
offices, and speaking in the assembly, and magistracies, and plots,
and parties. Reflecting that I was really too honest a man to follow
in this way and live, I did not go where I could do no good to you or
to myself; but where I could do the greatest good privately to
everyone of you, thither I went, and sought to persuade every man
among you that he must look to himself, and seek virtue and wisdom
before he looks to his private interests, and look to the State
before he looks to the interests of the State; and that this should
be the order which he observes in all his actions. What shall be done
to such a one? Doubtless some good thing, O men of Athens, if he has
his reward; and the good should be of a kind suitable to him. What
would be a reward suitable to a poor man who is your benefactor, who
desires leisure that he may instruct you? There can be no more
fitting reward than maintenance in the Prytaneum, O men of Athens, a
reward which he deserves far more than the citizen who has won the
prize at Olympia in the horse or chariot race, whether the chariots
were drawn by two horses or by many. For I am in want, and he has
enough; and he only gives you the appearance of happiness, and I give
you the reality. And if I am to estimate the penalty justly, I say
that maintenance in the Prytaneum is the just return.
Perhaps you may think that I am
braving you in saying this, as in what I said before about the tears
and prayers. But that is not the case. I speak rather because I am
convinced that I never intentionally wronged anyone, although I
cannot convince you of that—for we have had a short conversation
only; but if there were a law at Athens, such as there is in other
cities, that a capital cause should not be decided in one day, then I
believe that I should have convinced you; but now the time is too
short. I cannot in a moment refute great slanders; and, as I am
convinced that I never wronged another, I will assuredly not wrong
myself. I will not say of myself that I deserve any evil, or propose
any penalty. Why should I? Because I am afraid of the penalty of
death which Meletus proposes? When I do not know whether death is a
good or an evil, why should I propose a penalty which would certainly
be an evil? Shall I say imprisonment? And why should I live in
prison, and be the slave of the magistrates of the year—of the
Eleven? Or shall the penalty be a fine, and imprisonment until the
fine is paid? There is the same objection. I should have to lie in
prison, for money I have none, and I cannot pay. And if I say exile
(and this may possibly be the penalty which you will affix), I must
indeed be blinded by the love of life if I were to consider that when
you, who are my own citizens, cannot endure my discourses and words,
and have found them so grievous and odious that you would fain have
done with them, others are likely to endure me. No, indeed, men of
Athens, that is not very likely. And what a life should I lead, at my
age, wandering from city to city, living in ever-changing exile, and
always being driven out! For I am quite sure that into whatever place
I go, as here so also there, the young men will come to me; and if I
drive them away, their elders will drive me out at their desire: and
if I let them come, their fathers and friends will drive me out for
their sakes.
Someone will say: Yes, Socrates, but
cannot you hold your tongue, and then you may go into a foreign city,
and no one will interfere with you? Now I have great difficulty in
making you understand my answer to this. For if I tell you that this
would be a disobedience to a divine command, and therefore that I
cannot hold my tongue, you will not believe that I am serious; and if
I say again that the greatest good of man is daily to converse about
virtue, and all that concerning which you hear me examining myself
and others, and that the life which is unexamined is not worth
living—that you are still less likely to believe. And yet what I
say is true, although a thing of which it is hard for me to persuade
you. Moreover, I am not accustomed to think that I deserve any
punishment. Had I money I might have proposed to give you what I had,
and have been none the worse. But you see that I have none, and can
only ask you to proportion the fine to my means. However, I think
that I could afford a mina, and therefore I propose that penalty;
Plato, Crito, Critobulus, and Apollodorus, my friends here, bid me
say thirty minæ, and they will be the sureties. Well then, say
thirty minæ, let that be the penalty; for that they will be ample
security to you.
NOT much time
will be gained, O Athenians, in return for the evil name which you
will get from the detractors of the city, who will say that you
killed Socrates, a wise man; for they will call me wise even although
I am not wise when they want to reproach you. If you had waited a
little while, your desire would have been fulfilled in the course of
nature. For I am far advanced in years, as you may perceive and not
far from death. I am speaking now only to those of you who have
condemned me to death. And I have another thing to say to them: You
think that I was convicted through deficiency of words—I mean, that
if I had thought fit to leave nothing undone, nothing unsaid, I might
have gained an acquittal. Not so; the deficiency which led to my
conviction was not of words—certainly not. But I had not the
boldness or impudence or inclination to address you as you would have
liked me to address you, weeping and wailing and lamenting, and
saying and doing many things which you have been accustomed to hear
from others, and which, as I say, are unworthy of me. But I thought
that I ought not to do anything common or mean in the hour of danger:
nor do I now repent of the manner of my defence, and I would rather
die having spoken after my manner, than speak in your manner and
live. For neither in war nor yet at law ought any man to use every
way of escaping death. For often in battle there is no doubt that if
a man will throw away his arms, and fall on his knees before his
pursuers, he may escape death; and in other dangers there are other
ways of escaping death, if a man is willing to say and do anything.
The difficulty, my friends, is not in avoiding death, but in avoiding
unrighteousness; for that runs faster than death. I am old and move
slowly, and the slower runner has overtaken me, and my accusers are
keen and quick, and the faster runner, who is unrighteousness, has
overtaken them. And now I depart hence condemned by you to suffer the
penalty of death, and they, too, go their ways condemned by the truth
to suffer the penalty of villainy and wrong; and I must abide by my
award—let them abide by theirs. I suppose that these things may be
regarded as fated—and I think that they are well.
And now, O men who have condemned me,
I would fain prophesy to you; for I am about to die, and that is the
hour in which men are gifted with prophetic power. And I prophesy to
you who are my murderers, that immediately after my death punishment
far heavier than you have inflicted on me will surely await you. Me
you have killed because you wanted to escape the accuser, and not to
give an account of your lives. But that will not be as you suppose:
far otherwise. For I say that there will be more accusers of you than
there are now; accusers whom hitherto I have restrained: and as they
are younger they will be more severe with you, and you will be more
offended at them. For if you think that by killing men you can avoid
the accuser censuring your lives, you are mistaken; that is not a way
of escape which is either possible or honorable; the easiest and
noblest way is not to be crushing others, but to be improving
yourselves. This is the prophecy which I utter before my departure,
to the judges who have condemned me.
Friends, who would have acquitted me,
I would like also to talk with you about this thing which has
happened, while the magistrates are busy, and before I go to the
place at which I must die. Stay then awhile, for we may as well talk
with one another while there is time. You are my friends, and I
should like to show you the meaning of this event which has happened
to me. O my judges—for you I may truly call judges—I should like
to tell you of a wonderful circumstance. Hitherto the familiar oracle
within me has constantly been in the habit of opposing me even about
trifles, if I was going to make a slip or error about anything; and
now as you see there has come upon me that which may be thought, and
is generally believed to be, the last and worst evil. But the oracle
made no sign of opposition, either as I was leaving my house and
going out in the morning, or when I was going up into this court, or
while I was speaking, at anything which I was going to say; and yet I
have often been stopped in the middle of a speech; but now in nothing
I either said or did touching this matter has the oracle opposed me.
What do I take to be the explanation of this? I will tell you. I
regard this as a proof that what has happened to me is a good, and
that those of us who think that death is an evil are in error. This
is a great proof to me of what I am saying, for the customary sign
would surely have opposed me had I been going to evil and not to
good.
Let us reflect in another way, and we
shall see that there is great reason to hope that death is a good,
for one of two things: either death is a state of nothingness and
utter unconsciousness, or, as men say, there is a change and
migration of the soul from this world to another. Now if you suppose
that there is no consciousness, but a sleep like the sleep of him who
is undisturbed even by the sight of dreams, death will be an
unspeakable gain. For if a person were to select the night in which
his sleep was undisturbed even by dreams, and were to compare with
this the other days and nights of his life, and then were to tell us
how many days and nights he had passed in the course of his life
better and more pleasantly than this one, I think that any man, I
will not say a private man, but even the great king, will not find
many such days or nights, when compared with the others. Now if death
is like this, I say that to die, is gain; for eternity is then only a
single night. But if death is the journey to another place, and
there, as men say, all the dead are, what good, O my friends and
judges, can be greater than this? If indeed when the pilgrim arrives
in the world below, he is delivered from the professors of justice in
this world, and finds the true judges who are said to give judgment
there, Minos and Rhadamanthus and Æacus and Triptolemus, and other
sons of God who were righteous in their own life, that pilgrimage
will be worth making. What would not a man give if he might converse
with Orpheus and Musæus and Hesiod and Homer? Nay, if this be true,
let me die again and again. I, too, shall have a wonderful interest
in a place where I can converse with Palamedes, and Ajax the son of
Telamon, and other heroes of old, who have suffered death through an
unjust judgment; and there will be no small pleasure, as I think, in
comparing my own sufferings with theirs. Above all, I shall be able
to continue my search into true and false knowledge; as in this
world, so also in that; I shall find out who is wise, and who
pretends to be wise, and is not. What would not a man give, O judges,
to be able to examine the leader of the great Trojan expedition; or
Odysseus or Sisyphus, or numberless others, men and women too! What
infinite delight would there be in conversing with them and asking
them questions! For in that world they do not put a man to death for
this; certainly not. For besides being happier in that world than in
this, they will be immortal, if what is said is true.
Wherefore, O judges, be of good cheer
about death, and know this of a truth—that no evil can happen to a
good man, either in life or after death. He and his are not neglected
by the gods; nor has my own approaching end happened by mere chance.
But I see clearly that to die and be released was better for me; and
therefore the oracle gave no sign. For which reason also, I am not
angry with my accusers, or my condemners; they have done me no harm,
although neither of them meant to do me any good; and for this I may
gently blame them.
Still I have a favor to ask of them.
When my sons are grown up, I would ask you, O my friends, to punish
them; and I would have you trouble them, as I have troubled you, if
they seem to care about riches, or anything, more than about virtue;
or if they pretend to be something when they are really nothing—then
reprove them, as I have reproved you, for not caring about that for
which they ought to care, and thinking that they are something when
they are really nothing. And if you do this, I and my sons will have
received justice at your hands.
The hour of departure has arrived, and
we go our ways—I to die, and you to live. Which is better, God only
knows.
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