Gain Gleaned from Suffering
March 11, 2020Ralph Waldo Emerson |
Ralph Waldo Emerson.
(1803–1882). Essays and English Traits.
Vol. 5, pp. 85-92 of
The Harvard Classics
We are paid for our
suffering and we pay for our happiness. Every ache, every sorrow
receives its recompense here on earth. Emerson gives the basis for
this conviction.
(Emerson ordained
Unitarian minister, March 11, 1829.)
V.
Compensation
1841
EVER since I was a boy I
have wished to write a discourse on Compensation; for it seemed to me
when very young that on this subject Life was ahead of theology and
the people knew more than the preachers taught. The documents too
from which the be doctrine is to drawn, charmed my fancy by their
endless variety, and lay always before me, even in sleep; for they
are the tools in our hands, the bread in our basket, the transactions
of the street, the farm and the dwelling-house; the greetings, the
relations, the debts and credits, the influence of character, the
nature and endowment of all men. It seemed to me also that in it
might be shown men a ray of divinity, the present action of the Soul
of this world, clean from all vestige of tradition; and so the heart
of man might be bathed by an inundation of eternal love, conversing
with that which he knows was always and always must be, because it
really is now. It appeared moreover that if this doctrine could be
stated in terms with any resemblance to those bright intuitions in
which this truth is sometimes revealed to us, it would be a star in
many dark hours and crooked passages in our journey, that would not
suffer us to lose our way.
I was lately confirmed in these
desires by hearing a sermon at church. The preacher, a man esteemed
for his orthodoxy, unfolded in the ordinary manner the doctrine of
the Last Judgment. He assumed that judgment is not executed in this
world; that the wicked are successful; that the good are miserable;
and then urged from reason and from Scripture a compensation to be
made to both parties in the next life. No offence appeared to be
taken by the congregation at this doctrine. As far as I could observe
when the meeting broke up they separated without remark on the
sermon.
Yet what was the import of this
teaching? What did the preacher mean by saying that the good are
miserable in the present life? Was it that houses and lands, offices,
wine, horses, dress, luxury, are had by unprincipled men, whilst the
saints are poor and despised; and that a compensation is to be made
to these last hereafter, by giving them the like gratifications
another day,—bank-stock and doubloons, venison and champagne? This
must be the compensation intended; for what else? Is it that they are
to have leave to pray and praise? to love and serve men? Why, that
they can do now. The legitimate inference the disciple would draw
was, “We are to have such a good time as the
sinners have now”;—or, to push it to its extreme import,—“You
sin now, we shall sin by-and-by; we would sin now, if we could; not
being successful we expect our revenge tomorrow.”
The fallacy lay in the immense
concession that the bad are successful; that justice is not done now.
The blindness of the preacher consisted in deferring to the base
estimate of the market of what constitutes a manly success, instead
of confronting and convicting the world from the truth; announcing
the Presence of the Soul; the omnipotence of the Will; and so
establishing the standard of good and ill, of success and falsehood,
and summoning the dead to its present tribunal.
I find a similar base tone in the
popular religious works of the day and the same doctrines assumed by
the literary men when occasionally they treat the related topics. I
think that our popular theodogy has gained in decorum, and not in
principle, over the superstitions it has displaced. But men are
better than this theology. Their daily life gives it the lie. Every
ingenuous and aspiring soul leaves the doctrine behind him in his own
experience, and all men feel sometimes the falsehood which they
cannot demonstrate. For men are wiser than they know. That which they
hear in schools and pulpits without afterthought, if said in
conversation would probably be questioned in silence. If a man
dogmatize in a mixed company on Providence and the divine laws, he is
answered by a silence which conveys well enough to an observer the
dissatisfaction of the hearer, but his incapacity to make his own
statement.
I shall attempt in this and the
following chapter to record some facts that indicate the path of the
law of Compensation; happy beyond my expectation if I shall truly
draw the smallest arc of this circle.
POLARITY, or
action and reaction, we meet in every part of nature; in darkness and
light, in heat and cold; in the ebb and flow of waters; in male and
female; in the inspiration and expiration of plants and animals; in
the systole and diastole of the heart; in the undulations of fluids
and of sound; in the centrifugal and centripetal gravity; in
electricity, galvanism, and chemical affinity. Superinduce magnetism
at one end of a needle, the opposite magnetism takes place at the
other end. If the south attracts, the north repels. To empty here,
you must condense there. An inevitable dualism bisects nature, so
that each thing is a half, and suggests another thing to make it
whole; as, spirit, matter; man, woman; subjective, objective; in,
out; upper, under; motion, rest; yea, nay.
Whilst the world is thus dual, so is
every one of its parts. The entire system of things gets represented
in every particle. There is somewhat that resembles the ebb and flow
of the sea, day and night, man and woman, in a single needle of the
pine, in a kernel of corn, in each individual of every animal tribe.
The reaction, so grand in the elements, is repeated within these
small boundaries. For example, in the animal kingdom the physiologist
has observed that no creatures are favorites, but a certain
compensation balances every gift and every defect. A surplusage given
to one part is paid out of a reduction from another part of the same
creature. If the head and neck are enlarged, the trunk and
extremities are cut short.
The theory of the mechanic forces is
another example. What we gain in power is lost in time, and the
converse. The periodic or compensating errors of the planets is
another instance. The influences of climate and soil in political
history are another. The cold climate invigorates. The barren soil
does not breed fevers, crocodiles, tigers, or scorpions.
The same dualism underlies the nature
and condition of man. Every excess causes a defect; every defect an
excess. Every sweet hath its sour; every evil its good. Every faculty
which is a receiver of pleasure has an equal penalty put on its
abuse. It is to answer for its moderation with its life. For every
grain of wit there is a grain of folly. For every thing you have
missed, you have gained something else; and for every thing you gain,
you lose something. If riches increase, they are increased that use
them. If the gatherer gathers too much, nature takes out of the man
what she puts into his chest; swells the estate, but kills the owner.
Nature hates monopolies and exceptions. The waves of the sea do not
more speedily seek a level from their loftiest tossing than the
varieties of condition tend to equalize themselves. There is always
some levelling circumstance that puts down the overbearing, the
strong, the rich, the fortunate, substantially on the same ground
with all others. Is a man too strong and fierce for society and by
temper and position a bad citizen,—a morose ruffian, with a dash of
the pirate in him?—nature sends him a troop of pretty sons and
daughters who are getting along in the dame’s classes at the
village school, and love and fear for them smooths his grim scowl to
courtesy. Thus she contrives to intenerate the granite and felspar,
takes the boar out and puts the lamb in and keeps her balance true.
The farmer imagines power and place
are fine things. But the President has paid dear for his White House.
It has commonly cost him all his peace, and the best of his manly
attributes. To preserve for a short time so conspicuous an appearance
before the world, he is content to eat dust before the real masters
who stand erect behind the throne. Or do men desire the more
substantial and permanent grandeur of genius? Neither has this an
immunity. He who by force of will or of thought is great and
overlooks thousands, has the responsibility of overlooking. With
every influx of light comes new danger. Has he light? he must bear
witness to the light, and always outrun that sympathy which gives him
such keen satisfaction, by his fidelity to new revelations of the
incessant soul. He must hate father and mother, wife and child. Has
he all that the world loves and admires and covets?—he must cast
behind him their admiration and afflict them by faithfulness to his
truth and become a byword and a hissing.
This Law writes the laws of the cities
and nations. It will not be baulked of its end in the smallest iota.
It is in vain to build or plot or combine against it. Things refuse
to be mismanaged long. Res nolunt diu male
administrari. Though no checks to a new evil appear, the
checks exist, and will appear. If the government is cruel, the
governor’s life is not safe. If you tax too high, the revenue will
yield nothing. If you make the criminal code sanguinary, juries will
not convict. Nothing arbitrary, nothing artificial can endure. The
true life and satisfactions of man seem to elude the utmost rigors or
felicities of condition and to establish themselves with great
indifferency under all varieties of circumstance. Under all
governments the influence of character remains the same,—in Turkey
and New England about alike. Under the primeval despots of Egypt,
history honestly confesses that man must have been as free as culture
could make him.
These appearances indicate the fact
that the universe is represented in every one of its particles. Every
thing in nature contains all the powers of nature. Every thing is
made of one hidden stuff; as the naturalist sees one type under every
metamorphosis, and regards a horse as a running man, a fish as a
swimming man, a bird as a flying man, a tree as a rooted man. Each
new form repeats not only the main character of the type, but part
for part all the details, all the aims, furtherances, hindrances,
energies and whole system of every other. Every occupation, trade,
art, transaction, is a compend of the world and a correlative of
every other. Each one is an entire emblem of human life; of its good
and ill, its trials, its enemies, its course and its end. And each
one must somehow accommodate the whole man and recite all his
destiny.
The world globes itself in a drop of
dew. The microscope cannot find the animalcule which is less perfect
for being little. Eyes, ears, taste, smell, motion, resistance,
appetite, and organs of reproduction that take hold on eternity,—all
find room to consist in the small creature. So do we put our life
into every act. The true doctrine of omnipresence is that God
reappears with all his parts in every moss and cobweb. The value of
the universe contrives to throw itself into every point. If the good
is there, so is the evil; if the affinity, so the repulsion; if the
force, so the limitation.
Thus is the universe alive. All things
are moral. That soul which within us is a sentiment, outside of us is
a law. We feel its inspirations; out there in history we can see its
fatal strength. It is almighty. All nature feels its grasp. “It is
in the world, and the world was made by it.” It is eternal but it
enacts itself in time and space. Justice is not postponed. A perfect
equity adjusts its balance in all parts of life. [Greek]. The dice of
God are always loaded. The world looks like a multiplication-table,
or a mathematical equation, which, turn it how you will, balances
itself. Take what figure you will, its exact value, nor more nor
less, still returns to you. Every secret is told, every crime is
punished, every virtue rewarded, every wrong redressed, in silence
and certainty. What we call retribution is the universal necessity by
which the whole appears wherever a part appears. If you see smoke,
there must be fire. If you see a hand or a limb, you know that the
trunk to which it belongs is there behind.
Every act rewards itself, or in other
words integrates itself, in a twofold manner: first in the thing, or
in real nature; and secondly in the circumstance, or in apparent
nature. Men call the circumstance the retribution. The casual
retribution is in the thing and is seen by the soul. The retribution
in the circumstance is seen by the understanding; it is inseparable
from the thing, but is often spread over a long time and so does not
become distinct until after many years. The specific stripes may
follow late after the offence, but they follow because they accompany
it. Crime and punishment grow out of one stem. Punishment is a fruit
that unsuspected ripens within the flower of the pleasure which
concealed it. Cause and effect, means and ends, seed and fruit,
cannot be severed; for the effect already blooms in the cause, the
end preexists in the means, the fruit in the seed.
Whilst thus the world will be whole
and refuses to be disparted, we seek to act partially, to sunder, to
appropriate; for example,—to gratify the senses we sever the
pleasure of the senses from the needs of the character. The ingenuity
of man has been dedicated to the solution of one problem,—how to
detach the sensual sweet, the sensual strong, the sensual bright,
etc., from the moral sweet, the moral deep, the moral fair; that is,
again, to contrive to cut clean off this upper surface so thin as to
leave it bottomless; to get a one end, without
an other end. The soul says, Eat; the body would
feast. The soul says, The man and woman shall be one flesh and one
soul; the body would join the flesh only. The soul says, Have
dominion over all things to the ends of virtue; the body would have
the power over things to its own ends.
The soul strives amain to live and
work through all things. It would be the only fact. All things shall
be added unto it,—power, pleasure, knowledge, beauty. The
particular man aims to be somebody; to set up for himself; to truck
and higgle for a private good; and, in particulars, to ride that he
may ride; to dress that he may be dressed; to eat that he may eat;
and to govern, that he may be seen. Men seek to be great; they would
have offices, wealth, power, and fame. They think that to be great is
to get only one side of nature,—the sweet, without the other
side,—the bitter.
Steadily is this dividing and
detaching counteracted. Up to this day it must be owned no projector
has had the smallest success. The parted water reunites behind our
hand. Pleasure is taken out of pleasant things, profit out of
profitable things, power out of strong things, the moment we seek to
separate them from the whole. We can no more halve things and get the
sensual good, by itself, than we can get an inside that shall have no
outside, or a light without a shadow. “Drive out nature with a
fork, she comes running back.”
Life invests itself
with inevitable conditions, which the unwise seek to dodge, which one
and another brags that he does not know, brags that they do not touch
him;—but the brag is on his lips, the conditions are in his soul.
If he escapes them in one part they attack him in another more vital
part. If he has escaped them in form and in the appearance, it is
because he has resisted his life and fled from himself, and the
retribution is so much death. So signal is the failure of all
attempts to make this separation of the good from the tax, that the
experiment would not be tried,—since to try it is to be mad,—but
for the circumstance that when the disease began in the will, of
rebellion and separation, the intellect is at once infected, so that
the man ceases to see God whole in each object, but is able to see
the sensual allurement of an object and not see the sensual hurt; he
sees the mermaid’s head but not the dragon’s tail, and thinks he
can cut off that which he would have from that which he would not
have. “How secret art thou who dwellest in the highest heavens in
silence, O thou only great God, sprinkling with an unwearied
providence certain penal blindnesses upon such as have unbridled
desires!” 1
The human soul is true to these facts
in the painting of fable, of history, of law, of proverbs, of
conversation. It finds a tongue in literature unawares. Thus the
Greeks called Jupiter, Supreme Mind; but having traditionally
ascribed to him many base actions, they involuntarily made amends to
Reason by tying up the hands of so bad a god. He is made as helpless
as a king of England. Prometheus knows one secret which Jove must
bargain for; Minerva, another. He cannot get his own thunders;
Minerva keeps the key of them:
Of all the gods, I
only know the keys
That ope the solid
doors within whose vaults
His thunders sleep.
A plain confession of the in-working of the All
and of its moral aim. The Indian mythology ends in the same ethics;
and indeed it would seem impossible for any fable to be invented and
get any currency which was not moral. Aurora forgot to ask youth for
her lover, and though so Tithonus is immortal, he is old. Achilles is
not quite invulnerable; for Thetis held him by the heel when she
dipped him in the Styx and the sacred waters did not wash that part.
Siegfried, in the Nibelungen, is not quite immortal, for a leaf fell
on his back whilst he was bathing in the Dragon’s blood, and that
spot which it covered is mortal. And so it always is. There is a
crack in every thing God has made. Always it would seem there is this
vindictive circumstance stealing in at unawares even into the wild
poesy in which the human fancy attempted to make bold holiday and to
shake itself free of the old laws,—this back-stroke, this kick of
the gun, certifying that the law is fatal; that in nature nothing can
be given, all things are sold.
This is that ancient doctrine of
Nemesis, who keeps watch in the Universe and lets no offence go
unchastised. The Furies they said are attendants on Justice, and if
the sun in heaven should transgress his path they would punish him.
The poets related that stone walls and iron swords and leathern
thongs had an occult sympathy with the wrongs of their owners; that
the belt which Ajax gave Hector dragged the Trojan hero over the
field at the wheels of the car of Achilles, and the sword which
Hector gave Ajax was that on whose point Ajax fell. They recorded
that when the Thasians erected a statue to Theogenes, a victor in the
games, one of his rivals went to it by night and endeavored to throw
it down by repeated blows, until at last he moved it from its
pedestal and was crushed to death beneath its fall.
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